A lonely suicidal world

im 16,
my blog is about depression,selfharm,eating disorders anything i am effected by
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How many times a day are you sick? Re you fat?
whyshouldifight whyshouldifight Said:

I haven’t started being sick atall recently.
I have my bulimia under control
I’m just over 8 stone

Asker Anonymous Asks:
Why would you throw up ???
whyshouldifight whyshouldifight Said:

To lose weight

Either nothing at all or I start throwing up again.
It has to be done

Confession: I wanted to be run over

So I’ve got two choices
1. Spend the next 10 years of my life covering my arms until the scars fade.
2. Have a half sleeve tattoo that will cover them but then won’t look nice on my wedding day or be appropriate for a teaching job.

Why the fuck did I ever self harm

Asker Anonymous Asks:
Why
whyshouldifight whyshouldifight Said:

Why what?

It says your blog hasn't been updated in two weeks. I usually blog stuff from you all the tiiiime. Come back please, If you ever need anything, this lil' follower is here. Hope you're doing okay. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxo hugs and loves
whyshouldifight whyshouldifight Said:

I’m not using my blog atm because tbh I’m doing okay, any negative thoughts I block out and I’m trying not to dwell on things, always here if you need me though! Xxx

Asker Anonymous Asks:
Are you dead?
whyshouldifight whyshouldifight Said:

Nope

Asker Anonymous Asks:
Help me!!!!!!!!
whyshouldifight whyshouldifight Said:

With what?

I feel like self-harming again…it been about 5 months since I’ve done it properly…